Monday, July 30, 2007

if it were just another day

So I haven't been able to post in ages because I just felt bad. Everytime I went to blog I cringed because of all the stupidness I was up to this time last year. I was literally full of shit, in love with a prof, OMG, I was CRAZZZY. And blogging just reminds me of that time in my life. You just don't know how bad it is, I literally get a horrible feeling in my stomach and a sinking sigh in my throat.

But I figure I need to get over my dumbass self. I ask all my friends now, "How could you have allowed me to go on sooo much". And they just laugh and say, "well you were going through a phase". Was I ever? Argh.

So anyways I am back in the schooltown, bored as frig. I don't know if I really like this town or not, it's really hard to talk about because the people are so fakely nice and well I have met some cool people here but really not to make up for all the other stuff.

I moved into a new apt, I LOVE IT so much more than my last place. Justin calls my last place the ghetto and that anyplace could have been better, I don't like to agree with him on principle but that place sucked ASSSSS. I really like the new place but it is a little smaller that I would have liked but I figure once I finally settle down somewhere I will get what I want 100%.

So I don't want to go back to lawschool. Yeah, same old story, different night. I am not looking forward to it as well. I really don't think this is what I want to do at all. AARRRRRGGGHHHHHH.

Can you sense my pain?

I finished the last Harry Potter book, it was pretty good. Didn't like the epilogue so much and well some of the ending seemed kinda rushed but what can I say maybe I am just mad that there are no more Harry Potter books to look forward to.


Katy said...

I'm only on like the fourth chapter of the new hp book. Don't ruin it for me! :P Hehe. Geez, I really need to get on that.. hmm. Ah well.

jameil1922 said...

i refuse to read those books. you can't really tell people to shut up about things like the prof b/c they'll either keep going or find someone else to bother w/it. oh well. long as you're over it now. keep it movin. and please start to blog regularly again.

DJ said...

I could be wrong, but I believe I always told you to just let go of the prof thig- still to this day you seem to be holding on to it in some way.. LET IT GO!