Monday, July 30, 2007

if it were just another day

So I haven't been able to post in ages because I just felt bad. Everytime I went to blog I cringed because of all the stupidness I was up to this time last year. I was literally full of shit, in love with a prof, OMG, I was CRAZZZY. And blogging just reminds me of that time in my life. You just don't know how bad it is, I literally get a horrible feeling in my stomach and a sinking sigh in my throat.

But I figure I need to get over my dumbass self. I ask all my friends now, "How could you have allowed me to go on sooo much". And they just laugh and say, "well you were going through a phase". Was I ever? Argh.

So anyways I am back in the schooltown, bored as frig. I don't know if I really like this town or not, it's really hard to talk about because the people are so fakely nice and well I have met some cool people here but really not to make up for all the other stuff.

I moved into a new apt, I LOVE IT so much more than my last place. Justin calls my last place the ghetto and that anyplace could have been better, I don't like to agree with him on principle but that place sucked ASSSSS. I really like the new place but it is a little smaller that I would have liked but I figure once I finally settle down somewhere I will get what I want 100%.

So I don't want to go back to lawschool. Yeah, same old story, different night. I am not looking forward to it as well. I really don't think this is what I want to do at all. AARRRRRGGGHHHHHH.

Can you sense my pain?

I finished the last Harry Potter book, it was pretty good. Didn't like the epilogue so much and well some of the ending seemed kinda rushed but what can I say maybe I am just mad that there are no more Harry Potter books to look forward to.